~I can't believe my eyes
and yes, you're the melting ice.
Deep down the concavity
with the radiant rays of light gleaming through,
I can feel the power of unity.
No, we're not combining, but we're merging into a single soul.
Wherever you are, I will always be.
Supporting and carrying you through the ordeal.
Reach out for one another,
as we will definitely see each other.
Together, we stimulate and at the same time
numb each other.
Time will be the only thing that break us apart.
I wait as you disintegrate and as I evaporate.
Without you, there wouldn't be me.
No matter what, I will never say I disagree.
For you are the factor that kept me alive.
I never knew you'll be so warm,
to stretch out your fragile hand.
You're someone I never wanted to befriend with.
You're someone I always wanted to fall in love with~
Biography
all about me....
ZHENGYANG
26 May 1992
Anderson Secondary
Writing poems/songs is my hobby. Playing the guitar and the piano are my interests.
I love the colour teal.
I sing, dance, play, exercise and study.
I type louder than I speak. :/
CORNER OF THE YEAR END
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Luckily, the year end is around the corner. Old faces that are familiar, will disappear into the vapour.
No one said that's the best option, but it's clear that's my decision. Pauses that I've never came across, repeats that I've always dreamt about.
[Chorus] -Prisons of hatred, and a container of love, will soon be renewed. Emotions will be renewed.
Screams of the burning hearts and cries of broken souls, will soon be drowned. Disappointments will be drowned
Patches of dark clouds, and flooded paths of clogged mud, Impressions will soon be erased.-
My mind passed memories that sinks deep in my heart. Dirty walls that are well maintained. Loved ones that are within my palms.
No one said that's the best option, but it's clear that's my decision. Pauses that I've never come across, repeats that I've always dreamt about.
-Prisons of hatred, and a container of love, will soon be renewed. Emotions will be renewed.
Screams of the burning hearts and cries of broken souls, will soon be drowned. Disappointments will be drowned
Patches of dark clouds, and flooded paths of clogged mud, Impressions will soon be erased.-
Impressions will soon be erased, impressions will soon be erased. ( But I'm trying hard to keep them alive) Impressions will soon be erased, impressions will soon be erased. ( But I'm trying hard to keep them alive)
-Prisons of hatred, and a container of love, will soon be renewed. Emotions will be renewed.
Screams of the burning hearts and cries of broken souls, will soon be drowned. Disappointments will be drowned
Patches of dark clouds, and flooded paths of clogged mud, Impressions will soon be erased.-
Thankfully, the year end is around the corner... yet my love for you will never alter.
Things weren't the same as before. Even so, I should look into all directions before doubting each and every motions.
Nah, I shall just spend the holidays pursuing my targets. That is, getting handy with Jc textbooks + embrace musics + enhance my independence + earn more money. That will keep me packed throughout the holidays I suppose. 'Cos I'm already feeling busy though it has only been a week.
I want to be in your thoughts when you are thinking; I want to be in your heart when it's beating.
Edited ( 8/12-1.05am ) : I doubt I can have a goodnight rest. Drained out by my thoughts. Mood : Alter the Ending. (Every Yesterdays were contained)
-But all my doubt and all my trust Is no betrayal to what I feel inside -
This is not emo. This are my feelings. P.s : Emo sucks to the core. :D
Monday, December 7, 2009
90minutes of practice. I think i shall call it a day. Hmm, Cai Hong is much easier as compared to pu* gong ying de yue ding. Shall practice the 2nd verse tmr. :D
Oh indeed I vomit all the queries I had to the staff member in Yamaha. Very fun conversing. I like! Tsk, sadly the one which I intend to buy only produces its sound wave at 40Hz. The higher, the better the quality of the sound. But it'll definitely cost me more. ARgh~ How how hoW?!
P.s: I've always envied all those who owns a piano.
Subway cookies + television = take a break. Shall chill myself down from the daily work and have a good night rest later.
''My hopes shattered.... '' Sigh .
Sunday, December 6, 2009
*prays hard* !
Yay! I have the all time in my world to roam inside Yamaha shop tmr after work! :D:D
Saturday, December 5, 2009
I want a time machine, badly. . Turn back time to the era where romance will never be the same as complication. haha. Okay, I'm crapping.
Well well, work is the only thing I look forward to. After all my motive of working is not really to feel richer, to taste fabulous foods, to wear branded goods. All I want is to get a keyboard which I've already found and have been aiming for. No particular reasons as to why I'm planning to get that particular one, but as long as it's a 88key keyboard and it has a-more-like-piano-feel, then I'm more than satisfied.
''No sacrifice; no victory'' - okay, I know some of you find this quote familiar. 'Cos I actually adapted it from the movie ''Transformers''. Sure you people know that I love that movie. Fav! :D Not because of Megan Fox, for god sake. LOL. yeah, I actually found out that it's not only victory we're sacrificing for. Maybe we can term it as '' No sacrifice, no -things that you want-'' But certainly, I'm lacking of that. Courage you can say. haha. Maybe it's because I'm still a teenager. Different mindset still. Hah! Being able to comprehend things in such a perspective, yet I'm still not able to show it. ''All talk, no action'' - the S'porean style.
Just a picture which I thought is meaningful to end my post with . .
Thursday, December 3, 2009
(Understandings+interpretations+communications) = headache divided by MIS.
okay, I had a hair cut just now. It was a last minute decision. I was feeling uneasy with the long oily hair( long for guys I thought ), so I told my mum 'bout it. Her reply: okay! Go And Cut Your Hair Now. Filled with sudden urge to cut my hair, I strolled(quickly) to the salon.
I shall contain my excitement before I even get my pay.
Searching from the roaring skies up above, yet I can't even find your silhouette.
It's amazing how music works.
Friends
''What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.''